my friend called juz to ask abt….

my friend who occasionally browse my blog, called at 12++ yesterdaY to ask me abt my posts in my blog. haha.. so cute right.
We’re close frenz in uni.. and we talk abt every single thing.. but due to the stressy exams and diff timetable.. we seldom tok to each other le.. abt stuffs n secrets.. miss her..
Den she called and ask me abt my secrets recently.. n some doubts she has regarding my blog..haha.
I hope we’ll be like during the hols.. having stay overs and toking abt problems and stuff.. and of course..all these gotta wait till we’re free..that’s if after all the tiring n stressing exams..!!!!!

and to my close frenz in secondary.. vivien, flor, cheng.. we’ll meet up soon after exams!!..that’s next month!!

and to the gals grp first three months.. meet up soon after exams too k? hee.. maybe can organise chalet or sth too.. =)

well..this is to motivate me to go back to my books now..n hope the toopid exams will be over soon!

btw.. my wish din really come true.. my com test i dunno how to do..argh!!

my portrait ^.^

my portrait ^.^ 

莫斯科没有眼泪

冬天的離別 在莫斯科的深夜
一列列軍隊 在街上森嚴戒備
這裏沒人察覺 誰又愛上了誰
因為苦難不許人崩潰

感情上若習慣防備 寂寞就多一道牆圍
愛情隱隱約約提醒我這一回
再不擁抱就是罪

莫斯科沒有眼淚 大雪紛飛
你冷的好憔悴 單身的我原本以為
可以一輩子不跟誰

莫斯科沒有眼淚 我卻流淚
不住哭的讚美 讓我付出不怕心碎
是你最好的美

愛在最古老的國界
再不求能全身而退

….tired…

… i’m feeling really tired these days. when it comes to night.. i can’t seem to fall asleep. it may seem a gd thing.. cos i can stay up late to study..but it isn’t true.. cos the things i studied can’t seem to go in. How? exams coming know.. so stress hai.

n recently.. i realised sth very scary.. hope it’ll go away soon!

* Glad today’s maths test was easy…
* Hope my phy n chem cum are u ok cum computing tests will be easy too~

Regrets…..

i have a sudden thought…

When u possesses somethings, u must really treasure it.
I came across something special and juz because i never treasure it.. it passes very quickly and i can never turn back time.
I wish i can turn back time..but its impossible.

From now on.. i will not let go of the things i love.. never again.

The unknown

Suan Lom restaurant..

Suan Lom restaurant.. 

pekkoo~

pekkoo~ 

at Wat Po temple

at Wat Po temple 

Toot toot ride

Toot toot ride 

nice shot taken by me.. hehe

nice shot taken by me.. hehe 

BAck home

i’m back finally.. din really enjpy my trip to thailand cos was kinda feeling sick there.. vomited on the second day at yawarat. Hee..but enjoy my toot toot ride and the yummy food there.

now that i’m back..i’ve to stay focus on my sch work before i stray away n walk the route of laziness..hah.. thus.. hope the lord will give me strength and perserverence!!!!!! =p

Jia u!!

Everyone so saddy

the otherday.. saw CG at the bus stop.. n we mentioned abt everyone like so moody n saddy these days.. so stressy in sch. Hmm.. not like last sem… even cecil think so..hai
For so long.. i nvr like so sad le. Den like these days.. even cecilia feel that i like very hard to get along. Become the old attitude me.. i hate it too. Haiz.. but why leh? i feel that i get too sensitive at what others say recently.. n get irritated by every single little thingy. All these factors actually cause some unhappiness with my frenz around me. Maybe the attitude i gave them.. sometimes.. its juz so unknowingly. Can they understand how i feel?
many things happen at hm too…
although it may seem happy that i’m going thailand for holidays, in actual fact, i’m juz trying to escape the busy lifestyle and saddy thingy in singapore..
even abt my secret that almost everyone had learnt before. HIM. nth seems right and hopes are all gone.
I’m like struggling for computing and everything else and exams are near………..
argh……..

well, juz hope that everything will seem fine after i come back from my hols.

take care ppl~

after rebonding~~

after rebonding~~ 

before rebonding~~

before rebonding~~ 

Gonna be very very busy!!

I’ve made the sudden decision to join my sis n aunt to thailand. I know i did tell cecilia they all that i might not be able to join them for hols in June.. cos wanna save money for Japan trip at the end of the yr. But what make me have this sudden decision to go wif them for thai? Actually.. i juz tot it has been a long long time that i go hols wif family.. and cousins. N i know i’m gonna be very busy lately doing work n study for tests n exams. Really feel so stressy recently. N sometimes quarrel with gd frenz. Really feel bad abt it.

I promise to myself that i’ll study hard before i go thai.. n i did the first step of not going online too often. I know that i’ve been kinda affected by him whenever i’m online. cos he dun seem to talk to me.. n i always check if he’s busy n stuff. What for? Samuel might be right.. we might be those kinda passive ppl.. N i’m not gonna do anything to it n so does he. Thus.. what’s the use? i shld give up soon..though its not possible to say give up straight away. I know it takes time. Ke yi de!!!

Past few days.. i realised my relationship wif cecilia not very gd. She find me weird recently.. MAybe the fault lies wif me. The way she sees me like very lazy recently.. den keep saying wanna go hols. den examz here le.. she’s right.. i shldn’t play too much. She’s a gd fren! Sorry that i turn her down sometimes.. Sorry cecil~ maybe pms recently ba..haha!! Wo men yi qi jia u k.. i’m gonna stay in sch to study late from today onwards..whenever possible. =)