=+ Love +=

Have u had a conversation with someone u’ve a crush on, toking abt the difference between crush and like?
Have u had a conversation with someone u like, telling you about his ideal type of gal.
Have u had a conversation with someone u like, telling you about his first kiss and asking u about urs when u’ve none.

What’s the feeling like when he/she had an interrogation session with ya and you began to wonder if he/she is the one.

Thoughts.. thoughts juz pass-by you.. and u somehow know what u’re heading to. Is he the one? Does he like you? or is he implying anything. If he has feelings for ya, do u really like him too. Is he the ideal type of bf you’re looking for? Many factors….

One day, he came asking you about ur ideal partner. The factors you listed, he can’t meet any of them. But does he know that u like him? Love is not abt whether he fits ur criteria..but whether both of u feel for each other. The chemistry between the both of you. Is it there? If u’re a christian, do u really have to find someone of the same religion? Must you find the dream gal in ur church.

Or perhaps, u juz happen to meet her thru your frenz. Or perhaps, she juz passes your life and leave her foot prints. Do you really have to wait for her to confess her love for you? or Should u actually take the initiative. The scintillating conversation you guys had, does it tell everything? or Do u really have to wait for one another to confess?

Come on.. guys shld take their initiative shan’t they? I really hate those who waits for the gal to confess, and i really mean it.. by saying hate. What if someone u like, is somehow what i’ve juz mentioned? Will u hate him? or u’ll still love him or continue loving him even if he comes telling u about his crushes and none of them are you?

Love can be a headache.. but who can resist love when they’re hit by the cupid arrow?
I can’t…

n.y.d.c

n.y.d.c 

them

them 

the gals

the gals 

5th paper down

yeah.. today’s the day. Liberation day! haha.. after today’s PE paper.. i was so happy..aahah.. n yeah..now i am also. Juz got back from holland v.. had dinner at thai express n n.y.d.c yummy cake and ice-cream…hee.. so relaxing yeah..

and yeah..he did go in the end. took some pictures.. and have small chats.. how great to have NO EXAMS! wuhoOO~

ha..back to the PE paper..dun think i’ll do well.. but yeah..shld be a C again ba..haha..

tml going K lunch!! wuhoOO~ i so long nvr go le..yeah..so happie.. hehe..

4th paper down

as i was blogging..he tok to me. and he ask me why i reached hm so early.. told him that ryan sent me hm after eating. and mentioned abt going holland v tml and ask him along. suddenly, he said he haven eat, gotta go eat now. Den before i could say anything, he went offline. Sobz..

Oh well, today physics was definitely much better than last sem’s physics one paper. Glad itz over cos i studied until very tired le. I hope he can do well.. cos can tell he studied till very latey last night and wakie so early today. gave him a morning call today…

I know i wun do well for this paper.. but juz hope i’ll get a pass. and hope my CA can pushed me up.. to a C or juz a D will do. Now that exams are sorta over, i wonder how i’m going to spend my hols..hehe.. can’t wait for it to be really over. Tml got PE-are u ok.. so gonna take a short nappy and wakie in the evening to study le.

Hang oN!!
Two more papers =)

tired while waiting

tired while waiting 

hee.. my pretty wallet!!

hee.. my pretty wallet!! 

saddy

saddy  

my lovely peko

my lovely peko  

peko & poko.. lovey dopey..

peko & poko.. lovey dopey.. 

Cutie.. u wan me to carry ah.. heez

Cutie.. u wan me to carry ah.. heez 

I’m disappointed

I’m disappointed with my students. I sent a msg to Jie ning.. telling her abt the imptance of exams and stuff. Hoping she’ll change her attitude in her studies. I’m really worried for her. She doesn’t seem wanna learn. Sent her five pages of messages..hopefully she wun think i’m naggy. Haha.. Hmm.. really disappointed becos i always wan them to enjoy studying and not think coming for my tuition itz a stressful thingy. Thus, i’ve come up with this point allocation and prize exchange thingy. We’ve come up with a lists of items for exchange. Means that in whatever they do, i’ll grade them and with the allocated marks they earned, they are able to exchanged for gifts. However, only Jia yi is motivated with this.. she did extra work for me to earn bonus points and did every single hw. I’m glad i’ve such gd students like her. But.. really disappointed with Jie Ning. Dunno how to help her.

What makes me feel so much now? i dunno..maybe itz becos of the fact that it’s friday and i’m unable to see him or talk to him online. he’ll be going hm and his hm computer msn has turned crazy. Today, i tried not to tok to him online when he signed in.. Alas.. he talked to me. But tt’s yrs after.. He signed in ard 2pm? and he talked to me at only abt 4+pm!! Omg.. but well, my persistance has paid me off.. but not too much. ha.. My nick changed to Scintillating..Hoping that our conversation will be as scintillating as it used to be. Unfortunately.. things doesn’t always follow the way u wan it to be. Jo jo they all have asked me before.. as to how can i tok to him everyday on msn? what did we talk abt and why there’s so many things to tok abt. I dunno why.. but i juz know that we can tok to each other everyday.. n almost the whole day if we’re home studying or well, home msning. but itz not so gd as what they think. A msn reply can take 5- 10 min and probably even up to a 30 min. But one amazing thingy is that he’ll always continue the conversation even if we’re not up to any topic for the day. Maybe becos of that.. i feel that i can’t go without msn now. Or maybe i can’t go without talking to him a day. And oh man.. it’s a friday today and he’s going back. What to do? i’m dead. Is that love.. probably not.. maybe itz juz an infactuation.. how does he feel? i dunno.. maybe time will tell..

3rd paper dpwn!!

Hai.. really sad today. Cos i dunno how to do chem paper.. which i supposedly studied for it.

Hai.. really sad.. tt’s all i gotta say.. And i wished they wun be so bad to fail me. Hope they know that i nvr take chem before..ha.. aiyah.. but how they know? hai..

But glad he called me after the paper =)

and my fren josh msg me.. miss him!

2nd paper down!!

Yeah.. today so happy.. cos Computer is down!! ahah..not computer down la.. it’z actually no more computing to study!!

Why i so happy leh? cos i really dislike computing. Until now, i dun understand so many thingy.
But well, glad i din submit a blank booklet. I did some qn and i hope i did it right..though possibility of getting it wrong is 95% aha.. But was glad at least i manage to write sth down despite my stomache during the exams..Very sway right? =P

Now can take a short break..den study for chem le.. thursday chem paper.. after chem paper i also much happier…hehe.. cos chem is another subject that i really worry. Juz hope maybe a C or D la..

Yeah!! today went NIE to eat wif cecil they all, and we talked abt our after exams celebration..haha.. nah.. juz go eat den go sing K.. yeah..after exams confirm very relaxing.. den can go travel and play again.

Wow.. years man..today ryan send me home..so long nvr take his bike.. Oh man.. and actually we also so long nvr gather together le.. after exams.. yeah.. we can gather gather again!! =)

Everything is after exams.. hai.. Jia u ba!!

and to HIM, sorry that i make u travel all the way to Nie.. din know tt they dun wanna study out.

and to Jo jo!! haiyoo.. why u ask me not to worry? for what?? argh!! wanna kill u ah..

and to ryan!!! haiyoo.. talk what nonsense..!!! later ppl thought i really hug u how? lolz..

and to all ppl!! jia you ba!! three/four more paper to go!!
=)