Bury my head please

I hate friendster maintanance. It means that new features coming out. And true it is!!!!!!! a new feature in friendster!! U’re now able to see who viewed ur profile. Think friendster is an evil shit!! out of no where come out with such stupidity and irritating feature at the end of the month. Evil manz.. ahha.. =P they shld at least create this thingy at the beginning of the month with a notice ma. Shitz manz………. haiz.. and sammy came telling me that i viewed his friend’s profile which i apprently forget!!!! But now remember la.. haiya.. i juz wanna go see his friend, see if he got put his gf photo.. i very kaypo k.. so juz slap me.so PEoplE!! please please.. if u saw me looking at ur profile. DUn make a big fuss again.. or think i an lian u.. ahha..cos i’m juz kaypo u know? hai.. i always view ppl’s profile whenever i’m bored. I’m juz bored!!!!! really bored!!!!! please dun wu hui me k? xie xie.. ahha!!

And sometimes not becos i wanna view ur profile, juz that i wanna find some ppl in ur friends list. So dun be too happy that i viewed urs. And also dun be shy to view mine..of course i will be alittle happy..but i wun wu hui.muahah..i’m also glad tt mou mou ren came to my friendster and have a look..heeh

And it’s quite sick that u realised someone used ur pic!!!!! Someone actually took my pic and claimed to be her in friendster. Please lor, u wanna use ppl’s pic, please put the effort to find someone prettier can? not me hor.. i’m so average.. use mine, no wonder ur friendslist only 16 ppl. muahaha.. lousy leh u. Interested ppl.. please go there and scold her for using ur friend’s pic.
http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=19325907

Tml mahjong session confirm le.. me, adrian, cecil and qixiang will be the players. Tml going maths lec also.. and think will be going together with ivan for the morning tutorial mass lec unless i can’t wakie. Oh..btw, juz added him in friendster, to have a clear conscience if not he tot i peep at his friendster..muahaha.

Really feel like shopping recently, cos i realised i’m running short of new clothes. =( and it makes me saddy whenever i come to school. Wanna be like peg leh..come sch also mei mei de. ahaha.. and my dieting not too good. But the now meiting only eat till she feels she’s not hungry. Not eat till she’s full le. So whenever she eats, she always remind herself to jian fei.. and remind herself that wasting food is not a sin..but eating too much is!! so pls pardon her if she hafta throw half a plate of rice. If not u can help her by eating half her plate of rice. And due to her mentality.. she always think that duck’s skin is yummy, so unresistable..but rice is fatty.. shld be thrown away. Please remind her to eat slow too!! thankie..
haha.. i hope to succeed in my dieting. jia u jia u!!

Benjamin Franklin

A spoonful of honey will catch more flies than a gallon of vinegar.

Dun think i will succeed

it has been only three days of small diet.. but i juz can’t resist temptation. I’m so hungry juz now that i ate two times!! hai.. mummy cooked nice vegetables with curry again juz now.. and today’s curry is nicer than yesterday’s one. And i feel that i’m so weak juz now and terribly hungry. sigh.. so i ate super alot…. now i feel damn fat. hai.. still hungry!!!!!!! hai.. how? issit stress that’s making me hungry?

Angel: ” u’re getting fatter.. so better dun eat ok. Dun forget that u’re on a diet. no meal after 9pm”
Devil: ” eat la.. tml den jian fei. Now u hungry ma.. if not how u got the energy to study? then give urselve excuses for not studying. Eat EAT EAT more!!”

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

Sheilah Graham

You can have anything you want if you want it desperately enough. You must want it with an inner exuberance that erupts through the skin and joins the energy that created the world.

Yes!!! it’s FOOD that i wan!!! buT BUT~!!!!!!!! ARGH~

Progressing

Everything is progressing. One sure thing is that time never waits for you. I knew this.. infact i know i’m really lagging like crazy. but i feel that i’m not focus enough. Always say wanna study but becos of somethings, distraction can deviate me. I turn astray.. i’m lost!!!!! argh!!!!!! back to slacking mood at a moment, and sometimes become so motivated for watsoever reasson.. Perhaps i need a good rest and try to stay focus when exams are near. Issit too late then? but i really feel tired. Headaches’ killing me!!

Last night was suppose to study in school to 3am! but , i rejected my fren’s offer becos i wanna watch stairway to heaven. O.o sigh.. i’m a tv addict. And a romance viewer seeker. really like romancey shows esp those with very nice OST. beautiful sceenaries and dialogues which touches me.. sigh. but heard from my fren that the series ending is quite saddening.. and makes me question God why ppl will fall sick. sigh.. james’s sick now.. juz saw his Msn nick.. he has a bad cough. Hope he recovers soon! guess everyone’s studying hard.. hope all efforts will be paid off at the end of the day.

Why am i easily tired? Dun really understand why some friends can complete their tutorials, study and do well for tests.. staying up late and it seems that they’re never tired.LAst night my fren stay up so late.. till 5am!! studying!! and me? sigh.. slept at 1++ was so tired. Why Why? hai.. think i am giving excuses as to why i never study.. perhaps i’m juz lazy.. i’m a lazy bum.

Dad never work these days cos he juz had an eye operation. Gonna stay home for at least a week and mum’s so busy. She gotta do the job of bringing brother to sch back and fro everyday!! and woke up as early as 5am! make breakfast, bring brother to school at 545am!! and come home, bring her fren’s kid to school at 1230pm!! go back to dover to fetch my brother. Sigh.. xing ku ta le. When i start to work, i wish to get a maid for my mum. a maid can help my mum do housework, accompany her to the supermarket to buy vegetables, help her iron clothes, mop and clean the house. =) & dad should really consider if he wanna work. I hope they’ll lead a carefree life after i graduate. Spend more time on my brother or perhaps go on a holiday. ahha! slacker life would be perfect!!

Think i daydream too much hor. Sigh.. think i better study hard now then say. If not cannot graduate le.. saturday they coming my hse play mahjong.. so i guess now better buck up. Sigh.. juz that my headache juz dun wanna go away~ btw, keeping track of past few days diet.. i guess its not too bad. yesterday only had two meals. Today i drank a cup of soyabean for breakfast and two mouth of mee pok. Lunch i ate a mchicken burger though. some fries and half a cup of coke. juz had my dinner.. only about two spoonful of rice. but with much curry gravy, fish vegetables. Juz ate a banana and three grapes. Not too much yeap! Should remind myself to eat less meat, eat more fruits. If hungry, juz drink more water. Think that’ll work. Jia you!!!!

David J. Schwartz

All great achievements require time.

Sinful day!

today’s a sinful day!!!! cos i went swensens and ate hot fudge chocolate freckles banana split ice cream plus fries!!!!!! all thanks to my fren vivien!! hai..

But today’s great achievement! cos i only ate three small hotdog bread.. and it’s really very small!! This is my breakfast and lunch.. before going tuition i drank a yakult!! not that fatty.. But again.. at night was disastrous!!!!! Chocolate freckles ice cream plus whip cream and fries!! sigh.. wanted to go food court and eat. but my dear fren pulled me to swensens. Sinful sinful. But it’s quite yummy eh.. juz abit sweet!! & it’s the first treat i recieved from her ever since she started work!! kekee.. yeah!!

& i finally plucked my dear eyebrownies.. KEke…!! they’re quite neat now.. juz that my hidden eyebrowns pimples are quite visible now.. need sometime to disappear..As usual went to Cos lab..but this lady not very skillful.. she pluck quite pain. But lucky the outcome still quite ok. =) thank gdness!!

Okok.. today’s day about to end. Cos my show is starting.. ~Stairway to heaven~….. it will end at 11pm.. think i can do abit of tml’s tutorial after the show. But some of my notes not with me.. lent it to a fren.. so cannot do some tutorial.. but its ok de.. tml can do ma.. yeah!! today’s monday blues diappearing yeap! ahha.. happy day~

Henry Ford

Enthusiasm is the yeast that makes your hopes shine to the stars. Enthusiasm is the sparkle in your eyes, the swing in your gait. The grip of your hand, the irresistible surge of will and energy to execute your ideas.

Studying out

Today is monday~ monday blues again. sigh.. and i woke up late today ..missed an hr of lecture!! hai….. fluids somemore. Argh!!

hey .. i realised i suddenly got motivation already. Cos i’ve decided to jian fei..plus decided to be a mugger!! i believe wo ke yi zhuo dao de!! Just that i’m hoping someone will ask me out to study. Becos i cannot study at home. I will keep using the com, So Kpo and go ard looking at other ppl blogs. Esp pegs.. she so pretty.. everyday see her blog will motivate me to be mei mei de.. cos her blogs got many nice pics. Her entries are all very interesting also. She seems to be soo happening. And her stories abt her miu miu very gan dong. heh. makes me wanna fall in love again. hee..

I guess she still dunno who the =) is. haha..lol.. in the first place she dun even know me. In case if ya guys think thay i’m quite les to peep at a gal blog.. please la.. u guys shld know me right.. i always say i les but aiyah.. dun worry k.. ur fren here is 100% pure. Unless if i still can’t get a bf when i’m 40, i’ll declare being a les.. and the first gf i’ll have is my bestie florence. I’m sure ya guys heard abt her. LOL!! but again, i’ll nvr fail to “promote” her to my gd guy frenz.. cos she’s really a nice gal. So if u’re single and wish to know her.. msg me k.. haha.. dun paiseh. lOl

If flor, u happen to see what i type here.. DUN be afraid k.. lol.. i’m not les la.. shuo shuo er yi k.. lOl.. i know u once tot i les right.. muahah. I am not k!!! haha..

Today i’m not going to study.Cos later got tuition and meeting frenz for dinner. was thinking going Cos lab to have my eyebrows plucked. Hmm.. shld i? or perhaps i shld wait till my eyebrows pimples disappear. Haha.. never heard of eyebrows pimples ? haha…. aiyah.. my eyebrows inside grew some disgusting pimples.. think i touch my eyebrows too much lately. HAhah.. zi lian liao la.. Okok..

Oh!! and i wish to get a digital type of weighing machine. My cousin’s weighing machine is the best i’ve ever seen. but she said she got it thru her company. So i dun think they have it on sales now. So if ya guys happen to see any nice weighing machine.. and NO to those old type eh.. those needle one.. eeyer..so ugly.. i wan nice digital ones.. if got let ME kNOW k? i’m quite desperate to have one now so that i can keep track of my weight eveyday. And digital ones are really good.. and exact.

Aim for the month: 1)Study more and eat less!!!!!! 2) Find a study partner!!!!!

Anne Frank

We all live with the objective of being happy; our lives are all different and yet the same.

is it true?

Is it true that none is contented?
Yes it is!!!
When u’re sick, u wish you’ll recover and be like any healthy being.
When u’re out of love, u wish to have a partner.
When u’re short, u hope to be tall.
When u’re tall, u wish u’ll be shorter.
When u’re too skinny, u wish u’ll grow fatter.
When u’re a fatty, u wish u’ll be a skinnier.

Sigh.. so many things that we wish.
Nevertheless, i guess i’m a normal being.
Cos i do wish to have somethings that i currently do not have now.

Like.. being slim!!!!!!!!! Argh..when will i become slim when i always feel hungry? sigh.. perhaps i should really control my diet. MAybe juz eat two meals a day. More vegetables and fruits would be gd. I hope my frenz out there will help me with this small goal of mine.. that is to become 45kg at the end of October. Aiming to reach 43 at the end of this yr.Hope its possible. If u’re worried for me, please dun.
Becos meiting once was 40kg when she was in secondary 4 when she still have the same height now. Hai.. So please do not allow me to buy mcdonalds or to eat oily food like food from western stalls or the vegetarian stalls where there’s full of fatty oil and flour. Please help me!! if not i’m sure i’ll be back to my usual state.. craving for food whenever i’m in school. Eating mcdonalds and devouring those oily fries and fatty burger.

Secondly, i’ve decided to do more shopping!! buy more beautiful clothes!! But sigh.. when do i have the time???? EXAMS coming eh.. i almost forget all abt it. Haiz… perhaps i should organise my time. Spend lesser time online, reduce hours of tv sessions. I believe ke yi de~ & spend some time exercising ba!!!

Actually there’s many things that i wish to have. But well, probably i shld be more focus and aim to slim down first at least.. Wo hui nu li de!!

WO YAO JIAN FEI

Claude M. Bristol

It’s the constant and determined effort that breaks down all resistance and sweeps away all obstacles.

Artist: James BluntSong: You’re Beautiful Album: B…

Artist: James BluntSong: You’re Beautiful
Album: Back To Bedlam

My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I’m sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won’t lose no sleep on that,
‘Cause I’ve got a plan.

You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,And I don’t think that I’ll see her again,
But ,we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don’t know what to do,
‘Cause I’ll never be with you.

You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful.
You’re beautiful, it’s true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it’s time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

like this pic very very very much! so sweet.. love…

like this pic very very very much! so sweet.. lovey dopey!! 

wah..very shuai right? sigh..waiting for monday an…

wah..very shuai right? sigh..waiting for monday and tuesdays.. so sianz.. can only watch two hrs per week of stairway to heaven. 

Slacker ting

i’m a slacker. this week is super duperly slack for me. I’m damn lazy. Juz slap me. Ok.. i think now no one dares to slap me ever since sammy left us. ahah.. he juz disappeared somehow. Dun get to see him in school already..

Sigh.. i wronged someone a few days back. and i hate the me bitching abt him to my friends. but in fact, i actually care so much for him. Or rather his existence makes a difference somehow. I believe that it’s fate that we got to know each other in watever means. Cos he’s the first who leave an impression in me and the first i reply to. but well, at first thought all things will go well. But i was wrong.. i took somethings for granted and fell into a trap. But alrighty, will get myself back.

I’m down these days and i suspect i’m suffering from dpression or probably major stress haunting me. I am going for a jog with a fren now. Hope i will feel better after that. ciaoz!

Boiste

One who has lost confidence can lose nothing more.

i dyed my hair..kinda regretted though

i dyed my hair..kinda regretted though 

boredom..~

boredom..~ 

darling sean.. with me~again~ hee

darling sean.. with me~again~ hee 

pretty mum after rebonding~

pretty mum after rebonding~ 

darling sean and me!!

darling sean and me!!