Just got back from alan’s birthday party.. and we …

Just got back from alan’s birthday party.. and we had fun. Love catching up with frenz… and we hope alan like this surprise and the watch we get for him.. ahha.. though he gotta wear his mum’s shirt after being thrown into the sea. o_O


Will blog more in the next few entries after i got the pics from the rest.


Sigh.. i’m holding a birthday celebration at my house on the 18th june. But the problem is.. my house is not big.. so i can only call a limited no. of frenz. Sigh… so i gotta be very selective. Argh!!! and when i see the whole class at the party just now.. i was kinda deciding who to call for my birthday party. And i would say.. it was hard to make a decision. I can’t possibly call the whole class leh..cos it’s gonna be my hse. And i still have some ntu frenz, sec sch frenz, first three months girlies that i wish they would be here.. of course, not forgetting my AC frenz. So so.. wat shld i do?


If u din receive my invitation.. dun be sad k. u’re not forgotten.. ^-^ heh.. but if u read this entry and would like to be here.. dun be shy to tell me k. I will welcome u. hehe.. =)

*cough * *cough* Yesterday i went to rebond my ha…

*cough * *cough*

Yesterday i went to rebond my hair.. dun really like it now..cos it’s abit flat.. but it’ll be alright after one week. =)

Haii..got terrible cough now..yesterday thru out the 4 hrs at the salon, i cough so many times and very terribly. So paiseh…


Yesterday was supposed to get my fren a birthday present.. but met mum for dinner then it was too late alr. And someone actually hiam and say me why din get the present.. go make hair for who to see. I know he’s kidding la.. but guess i wasn’t in a gd mood lately.. and i was kinda pissed.


Today going for the bdae celebration and maybe staying over at the chalet. YeapY!! i better play hard now before my tuition assignment starts on thursday.

One bad thingy about meiting: She likes to say thi…

One bad thingy about meiting: She likes to say things without much consideration. To her friends, some may not mind..to some, may mind. I hope u dun mind eh.. i just speak things from my heart. Sometimes, watever tt triggers my thought.. i will pi li pa la.. all come out.. ahahah!! heh.. paiseh eh.



Talk of the day:Everyone is different. Dun be too selective. Of course, this is wat i feel only. and i believe hao ren you hao bao. So do more charitable stuffs.. hehe. like learning to love others and shower ur love to ur friends and family. tell them how much u care for them or how much u love them. Sarang-hae!!! well, i’m still learning to do tt. ^-^




I love my friends. —> sudden thought!

or this pong pong kind nicer??? but my hair not lo…

or this pong pong kind nicer??? but my hair not long enough leh.. sigh.. what shld i do to my ugly hair now?? *ponders* 

you think this hairstyle is gd?? what shld i do to…

you think this hairstyle is gd?? what shld i do to my ugly hair now?? 

Sarang hae

Sarang-hae Hyun Woo… …



when i look into ur eyes, i can see that u, wanna be with me but u feel so scared…


Hyun Woo: Even if i can’t recover from my memory.. No, even if i did recover my memory and return to an unfamiliar world… i’ll be with you forever. I promise you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-dPFegxucfI&search=Save%20The%20Last%20Dance%20For%20Me%20ep.18%20part%20c



Am really touched at how two can fall in love so deeply. In the show, Save the last dance for me… … I’m so touched by the actor and actress. Hyun Woo/ Chang-ho and Eun-Soo.. . Eun-soo’s love for chang-ho never changes.. but due to some circumstances, she gotta let him go several times. Hyun Woo lost his memory twice and was once Chang-ho. Chang-ho and Eun-soo’s love story started in Dreaming Forest. When Chang-ho lost his memory again.. he fell in love with Eun-soo once again when they met in Seoul. That’s fate. Although Soo-jin (Hyun Woo’s gal fren… one sided love for him) tried to keep him by her side.. she failed terribly and was very hurt. In the end, Soo-jin learnt that she hafta let go.. wat’s not her.. will not be hers no matter how hard she tried.




Been watching this korean series for the past few days… … and yes, i cried while watching this series… cos some of the episodes are really touching. I wonder if in real life.. there’s such true love. I guess, it’s hard to come by. So if u do come across the one..treasure each other. WHy do i emphasize each other.. cos love is a two sided thing… that’s sth that all will realise one day. Though it’s hard to let go of someone that doesn’t belong to u becos they’ve alr left foot prints in ur life.. but why hold on to it when it doesn’t belong to u. HOlding on to it will only inflict more pain onto others.

I have a fren who asked me wat he shld do.. cos it’s hard to let go. Maybe, i’ve nvr really fall deeply in love or have yet to meet my ‘fate’.. i can’t understnad why my fren can’t let go. I only know, if its not urs… holding on will make things hard for both parties. Be brave, face it… walk out of it. I hope u can be like Soo-jin in the show one day.

Do fairy tales happen? If it does.. i want my ending to be like Hyun woo and Eun-soo.. though there’s hardships..they walk out of it. I love happy ending.. i love the show. a 8/10 show!

huiching’s ntu frenz =)

huiching’s ntu frenz =) 

us!! at huiching birthday party just now. Pat is s…

us!! at huiching birthday party just now. Pat is so efficient.. sent me the photos once i come online. Gd gd.. ahah.. anywae, i was really sorry that i was terribly late just now. Make them wait for me so long. Was kinda sick today. Sore throat, fever.. slept the whole afternoon.. and almost forget to wrap Huiching’s pressie.. heh.. and last min wrap it.. so was kinda late. Din know that from Boon lay to pasir ris.. plus changing bus and train..takes me about 1hr 30 min!!! wah seh.. and it was such coincidence that i met vivien on the train when i’m on the way back. ^-^ 

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=376232180933 …

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.asp?u=376232180933

hey guys.. i’m doing up this survey for my group project. Hope u can help us with this. It’s a very very short survey.. need less than 5 minutes to complete it.

Mahjong session

Been ages that they came over my house specially for mahjong. And we played two winds today.. very very tiring.. cos there’s hardly any break in between. Heh, and i won today =). I guess i’m quite sick now. Sorta lost my voice now.. like so sudden. Yesterday had very bad headache and flu in the afternoon. Din managed to meet flor they all. I’m sorry gals… Read from flor blog.. she’s going shanghai soon. Gonna miss her again. Hope she takes great care. Ought to catch up before u leave for shanghai. Msg u again gal.

Two days ago, xiao pang sent me this. And i think …

Two days ago, xiao pang sent me this. And i think its very meaningful. I took quite long to read it.. and as i read.. i ponder. Seriously, if u understand chinese, u’ll be glad that some of ur questions might be answered. Just like 石头’s questions… really very true. Take some time to read if u’re free.

小故事

石头问：我究竟该找个我爱的人做我的妻子呢？还是该找个爱我的人做我的妻子呢？

佛笑了笑：这个问题的答案其实就在你自己的心底。这些年来，能让你爱得死去活来，能让你感觉得到生活充实，能让你挺起胸不断往前走，是你爱的人呢？还是爱你的人呢

石头也笑了：可是朋友们都劝我找个爱我的女孩做我的妻子？
佛说：真要是那样的话，你的一生就将从此注定碌碌无为！你是习惯在追逐爱情的过程中不断去完善自己的。你不再去追求你自己爱的人，你自我完善的脚步也会停滞下来了。

石头抢过了佛的话：那我要是追到了我爱的人呢？会不会就…

佛说：因为她是你最爱的人，让她活得幸福和快乐被你视作是一生最大的幸福，所以，你还会为了她生活得更加幸福和快乐而不断努力。幸福和快乐是没有极限的，所以你的努力，也将没有极限，绝不会停止。

石头说：那我活的岂不是很辛苦？

佛说：这么多年了，你觉得自己辛苦吗？
石头摇了摇头，又笑了。

石头问：既然这样，那么是不是要善待一下爱我的人呢？
佛摇了摇头，说：你需要你爱的人善待你吗？

石头苦笑了一下：我想我不需要

佛说：说说你的原因

石头说：我对爱情的要求较为苛刻，那就是我不需要这里面夹杂着同情夹杂着怜悯，我要求她是发自内心的爱我的，同情怜悯宽容和忍让虽然也是一种爱，尽管也会给人带来某种意义上的幸福，但它却是我深恶痛绝的，如果她对我的爱夹杂着这些，那么我宁愿她不要理睬我，又或者直接拒绝我的爱意，在我还来得及退出来的时候，因为感情是只能越陷越深的，绝望远比希望来的实在一些，因为绝望的痛是一刹那的，而希望的痛则是无限期的。

佛笑了：很好，你已经说出了答案！

石头问：为什么我以前爱着一个女孩时，她在我眼中是最美丽的？而现在我爱着一个女孩，我却常常会发现长得比她漂亮的女孩呢？

佛问：你敢肯定你是真的那么爱她，在这世界上你是爱她最深的人吗？
石头毫不犹豫地说：那当然！

佛说：恭喜。你对她的爱是成熟、理智、真诚而深切的。

石头有些惊讶：哦？

佛又继续说：她不是这世间最美的，甚至在你那么爱她的时候，你都清楚地知道这个事实。但你还是那么地爱着她，因为你爱的不只是她的青春靓丽，要知道韶华易逝，红颜易老，但你对她的爱恋已经超越了这些表面的东西，也就超越了岁月。你爱的是她整个的人，主要是她的独一无二的内心。

石头忍不住说：是的，我的确很爱她的清纯善良，疼惜她的孩子。

佛笑了笑：时间的任何考验对你的爱恋来说算不得什么。

石头问：为什么后来在一起的时候，两个人反倒没有了以前的那些激情，更多的是一种相互依赖？

佛说：那是因为你的心里已经潜移默化中将爱情转变为了亲情

石头摸了摸脑袋：亲情?

佛继续说：当爱情到了一定的程度的时候，是会在不知不觉中转变为亲情的，你会逐渐将她看作你生命中的一部分，这样你就会多了一些宽容和谅解，也只有亲情才是你从诞生伊始上天就安排好的，也是你别无选择的，所以你后来做的，只能是去适应你的亲情，无论你出生多么高贵，你都要不讲任何条件的接受他们，并且对他们负责对他们好

石头想了想，点头说道：亲情的确是这样的。

佛笑了笑：爱是因为相互欣赏而开始的，因为心动而相恋，因为互相离不开而结婚，但更重要的一点是需要宽容、谅解、习惯和适应才会携手一生的。

石头沉默了：原来爱情也是一种宿命。

石头问：大学的时候我曾经遇到过一个女孩，那个时候我很爱她，只是她那个时候并不爱我；可是现在她又爱上了我，而我现在又似乎没有了以前的那种感觉，或者说我似乎已经不爱她了，为什么会出现这种情况呢？

佛问：你能做到让自己从今以后不再想起她吗？

石头沉思了一会：我想我不能，因为这么多年来我总是有意无意中想起她，又或者同学聚会时谈起她的消息，我都有着超乎寻常的关注；接到她的来信或者电话的时候我的心都是莫名的激动和紧张；这么多年来单身的原因也是一直以来都没有忘记她，又或者我在以她的标准来寻觅着我将来的女朋友；可是我现在又的确不再喜欢她了。

佛发出了长长的叹息：现在的你跟以前的你尽管外表没有什么变化，然而你的心却走过了一个长长的旅程，又或者说你为自己的爱情打上了一个现实和理智的心结。你不喜欢她也只是源于你的这个心结，心结是需要自己来化解的，要知道前世的五百次回眸才换来今生的擦肩而过，人总要有所取舍的，至于怎么取舍还是要你自己来决定，谁也帮不了

石头没有再说话，只是将目光静静的望向远方，原来佛也不是万能的……

石头问：在这样的一个时代，这样的一个社会里，像我这样的一个人这样辛苦地去爱一个人。是否值得呢？

佛说：你自己认为呢？

石头想了想，无言以对。
佛也沉默了一阵，终于他又开了口：路既然是自己选择的，就不能怨天尤人，你只能无怨无悔。

石头长吁了一口气，石头知道他懂了，他用坚定的目光看了佛一眼，没有再说话。

故事说完了，这个世界上有些问题的答案注定是别人给不了的。所以就让我们在自己的故事里找到自己的答案吧

shopping with lidi

dinner just now with lidi and Junsheng was great!! as usual.. with JS ard.. the usual relationship talks, chats and gossips just flow flow flow… ahah.. and we really enjoyed his company. Very gentlemen of him.. to get us the food and allowed us to rest our feet from the tiring shopping trip. And i’m glad.. there’s frenz to share troubles with. Though i would have to say.. i dun really have troubles now.. but we share our views on relationship.. and somehow, JS makes me feel tt guys can think so much too. haha!! Very enriching chats with them.



Today is the first time i shopped with lidi.. and i love shopping with her ^-^ she bought a pretty dress.. which was initially 45 but ended up 35 with our bargaining skills. lolz!! so actually, even shopping centres can bargain leh..was quite surprise that the sales girl gave a gd price for it. Then for me, i bought a blouse and a pants. cost me 45 bucks.. and we bought a present for our fren!! hope she likes it!!!

So wat do u think i come online at this late hr? sigh.. i’m tired.

movie with silly boy

movie with silly boyDavinci Code ^-^

Catched the movie today… and i pretty like it. The more i think abt the story, the more it makes me feel like reading the book. haha..cos there’s some parts of the story that can still keep me thinking abt it. and of course.. tt was not the best part.

Looking forward to this week..many things to do.. hee..

JB as usual is hot with crowded Peeps at the custo…

JB as usual is hot with crowded Peeps at the custom.

It was great when we reached malaysia. cos there wasn’t many ppl at the custom and we reached citysquare pretty fast.. had yummy food. *purpose for the trip*

Took some pics and the guys were really shy. Dao-ming brought his fren along.. so i guess it was not appropriate for me to take too many pics sia.. later the fren dunno me, and think i crazy. haha! I had an icecream and was pretty full.. ate sushi.. shop shop walk walk.

Guess the guys shld be real bored.. they just accompanied us shopping and glad the three of them can clique well.

We headed to HOliday plaza and was quite suay cos the police went over and most of the dvd shops were closed. *hopes police dun read this* hahaa!! but heh heh.. we din buy any dvds back. ^-^

Instead.. went MAc and eat.. then go get JUnSheng specs.. walk walk.. chat chat.. then headed for dinner Near some sea. Which apparently they say can see singapore across. Hah.. then we spent our time chatting during dinner. The chat was pretty long and was a great chat with theM! they talk abt so many stuffs lor.. in fact it was revolving abt the topic on MAE gals. and abt YM’s fren. Qx ex-eyecandy!! We had fun chatting.. and from those conversations, i conclude that guys do think as much as gals. Heh..

During the chats, we’re pretty worried for a fren of ours. *dear fren.. if u want sth, go for it even it doesn’t look gd. If it din turn out right, u still have frenz like us.. and even other pretty flowers… isn’t this better than wasting ur time thinking?*

Qn: MAE got how many girls? less than 30?
Junsheng and dao-ming thinks i rank in the top 20. THANKS AH!!! i dunno if its a compliment or wat. *lolz*

thanks silly boy: for reminding me abt my show. i’m catching it tonight! yeapY!! ^-^

Ktv with different grp of peeps

lidi and i

stubborn boy

On tuesday night.. me, jo, huiching, yiwei, jonathan and pat went singing at kbox!

toking to silly boy now.. and he thinks that his hair is nice. *puke* if he changes his hairstyle..i will stop calling him silly boy. Lolz..

anywae, we had fun. I guess pat and yiwei had fun too.. they had fun singing.. lolz.. or should i say shouting! they got so high while singing.. and neglect the fact that all our ear drums are vibrating real hard.. ahhah!! but it was really fun!! ^-^

pat

I guess it wasn’t a singing day for me. can’t quite sing that night. But was really impressed by lidi’s high pitch voice.. very sweet. And when she sang “ni na me ai ta” i tried to be her ’support’ ( a term that jon use).. and i failed badly.. her voice was too sweet for my singing to blend into. lolz.. lidi can sing!!!!!!! =)

lidi singing

JOn was so shy that night.. wahaha.. act shy only right. lolz.. and i nvr hear him sing that night leh!!!! he owe me a next ktv session. And he better sing songs alone next time!!! Bleah!!

yiwei.. seems like he was possesed by jackey or sth. *shivers* ahahah

Tmr going JB with frenz.. Wish me safe journey and happy shopping and eating in JB. will be back with pictures.. hopefully.

Finally.. small grp pic. Was sad that huiching wasn’t in any of the pic. Din get a chance to take a proper shot with her. Anotherday ya =) Hopes my flash’s not tt bright next time. heh.

I shall typed something before i take a nap. Som…

I shall typed something before i take a nap.

Something tt *pissed* me.

My brother english comprehension questions and his answers.

qn 41. Where do Alvin and his family live?
ans. I like to play.

qn 42. What does Alvin usually do in the afternoon?
ans I am six years old.

qn 43. What did Alvin do when the television set did not work?
ans. When i gown up I holp to buy a gameboy. ( dun even know how to spell grow and hope)

qn 44. Why did Alvin run out of the house?
ans. My house is at the pond.

qn 45. Who came to the rescue?
ans. I came to rescue.

wanna cry ah.. hai.. think sleeping is the best thing to do now.